If i could turn back time

If i could turn back time , i 'd certainly bring you to Bali to enjoy the best Beach Front resorts, i 'd go learn surfing with you , I 'd eat " bakso" with you by the road side. I 'd go parasailing together with you. I 'd bring you back to the little hut where we ate our special milk fish and crispy squids. I 'd walk a few miles just to see blue sands with ya. I 'd dived a hundred times again just to catch u the baby trevally fish. i 'd bring you back to Pei Pei Island and snorkle our whole life there ,collecting coconuts and eating live catch squids. I 'd bring you again to the floating jetty , hugging you , kissing you under the full moon limelight telling you everythings gonna be alright from now on. I d hang out with you outside our verandah facing the beach chatting and entertaining ourself with amazing stories on how we re gonna name our kids. I d slapped the bitch who gave you a weird look while you were smoking on the way back and i regret letting you feel underpowered to that old gag.

If i could turn back time , I 'd ride the tut-tut car with ya around the hustle and bustle night life in Bangkok again, holding hands, drinking smoked coconut while enjoying feeding fish at the Mekong River. I 'd hold your hand again and walk in a dodgy pub and be afraid together while we brave ourself wanting to see what we havent seen before. I 'd take away all my egos and fully feast on the bird nests and shark fins that night in bangkok with ya . I 'd buy you a saphire diamond u liked in that diamond factory and proposed to you like how Esther did to Kelvin. I 'd take a picture with you again with the baby tiger and piglets. I 'd buy all types of rabbits for ya including the jersey wooly species u adore most. I 'd put all the rabbits again in my room and when we wake up this time , i ll clean the poop.not you. I 'd make "Calvin Specials" every morning for you to eat after you wake up.

if i could turn back time , i 'd eat that pork burger in McDs with ya. I d bring you again to that small little alleyway to eat our favourite dumplings. I 'd bring you back to that restaurant where we had the smallest bubble tea with funky straws and delicious meatloaf rice. I 'd sleep once again on the bed edge just to let you have comfort sleeping in the full bed. I' d brush my teeth with you every morning without delaying and giving stupid excuses like U go first, i ll come in a while. I 'd arranged my clothings according to colours like how u always did it.I 'd cook the Twin Tower sausages and bacons for you and eat varieties of hams and salamis every morning. I 'd put additional bacon slice in your single bread ( not double). I' d get you another Rusty jacket this time in pink and travel the world looking down from a plane high above kissing and telling each other that this is what we re gonna do for our life time.

If i could turn back time , I 'd bring you back to that Big Floating house in the middle of the sea , I 'd bring you go squid fishing till the sun set . I 'd sit down with you on that special bench facing the sea smoking with you . I 'd catch our first fish together like how we did , our first squid like how we did . I 'd lie with you on a hammock next to each other listening to the birds chirping . I 'd try my best to show you how a clown fish looks like altho catching it with my goggles seems impossbile . I 'd hold your hands again and try swimming around that small little island with you.

If i could turn back time , i d pay more attention to you so that you wont two timed me with an indonesian rich chinese guy. I d fetch you up to Genting everyday to work instead of asking your colleague to fetch u and end up you two timed me again with him.

  And all these dont matter to me no more, cause i DID love you.  Look back to our box, and you ll understand what i mean. You re already a part of me that i couldnt let go. With or without you , i ll still move on like how you do. Its hard for both of us but hey , you did well. You moved on so quickly and i hope you have the time of your life with him like how i had my time of my life with you.

Comments

[' sin yee ']

can sell your love story to one of the publishers. sure earn money. =)
how i wish my bf are able to write our love story the way you do...

[CoDeELiCioUs]

sincerely TOUCHED ... well good man do exist ! one moment I thought they extinct. ;)

Nice one Calvin!

[Lily]

Cal..thought I will be reading on how your bones got fractured..etc.

But hell..this is sweet. do find true love again and write an even sweeter one will ya?

[Maiyin]

people always say learn to let go. but i guess there are somethings in life one will always hang on to.

[SABRINA]

fishmonger.. this is like a fairy tale larr... now it's if you could "turn back time". if it wasn't for the "turn back time" i think you wont even bother doing what u mentioned. hahahahahah. but anyways, what u wrote is nice. i wish my life was full of those little memories.

[KweeHeng]

All that happened before thats why i m writing it...

[Victoria]

This is so sad but oh well, the most you can do for now is cherish those sweet moments. This may sound pretty cliche but it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all :)

[M i C h E L L e]

cal, i dunno if u ever blamed urself for ur ex gf's infidelities... just wanna say that u shudnt haf beaten urself up for her mistakes... she just didnt know how to appreciate u... it wasnt ur fault, okie... its her loss... =) u r among da nicest, most transparent guys i know... so tat makes u special and one of a kind... in a GOOD way, okie... ;) and im sure u'll someday find someone who will be able to appreciate u for who u really r... =D btw, i find this post even more touching after reading it for da 2nd time... i totally feel ya, man... i'm glad u r moving on... *hugz*